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Sabtu, 19 Jun 2010

MashaAllah

Assalamualaikum,

MashaAllah, how am I supposed to deal with all these stuffs? Haihh, this is so unexpected. Malas dah nak layan awak, bloggie. Malas -.- I have no interest in anything, now. Durr, boring! Everything seems not so right these days, since dot dot dot :( Sigh, you're the 5th to be taken away from me, tahu tak? Penat lah weh, penat nak deal with this mata katak yang kecik which is so hurtful, so very the very hurtful. But, yeah, as YOU said, things will be better after this, better for whom? I don't know grr -.- But yeah, what can I do, I'll do what Kak Alya asked me to do, because she said that's the best for you. Nak taknak kena jugak kan. Nvm, I still have Allah to talk to, tapi tu lah, I have no one to comfort me dah. ARGH. Bye. Salam

Jumaat, 28 Mei 2010

28th May 2010

Assalamualaikum,

28th May is a big day for me. Okay, hmm let's see, I went out with my sisters yesterday, nak tengok DSLR promotion, makan3, and beli cake for Nekzita. First we walked all the way to Secret Recipe from the mall, and bought a moist cake for Nekzita's birthday + anni yang tak overtime ye bie. HAHA. Then this morning, baru je, Ija texted me "Wak nak ckp something!" I was sleeping so tak dengar. Then she texted me lagi, dia cakap psl cake Nekzita tu. Cehh, buat suspended mak je nyah! HAHA. Anyway, back to yesterday, after dah beli cake, we went back to the mall, and makan3 kat Kenny Rogers and jalan3 bla3. After we had our lunch, tunggu la Si * ambil Ija, we waited kat Starbucks. So ada la around 20 minutes nak tunggu dia isi minyak la apa la. HAHA comel je :) Mama didn't want to pick me up, dah kena nag bla3 semua :(, so I asked them to give us a ride. So IN the car, I was like so malu. Malu to the power of infinity. Malu tahap pipi terbakar dah ni. HAHA. Then, I accidentally looked at the mirror, and coincidently, * was looking there too! So it was like love at first sight gituu. HAHA. It may be normal to anyone else, but to me it was like a big thing, something not to be forgotten but to be remembered and nailed in mind, eternally ececece <33.

Salam.

Khamis, 27 Mei 2010

-.-


Assalamualaikum,

Should I or should I not? Hmm entah entah -.- Lalala bored. Okay la fine, Chemistry paper 2 and 3 were just okay. Okay not good. Paper 1 was like halogen. Physics? Hmm no idea. There's nothing I can say about you Mr Physics.

Haih, why everything seems to go wrong these 2 days. When I say everything means everything. Exam, health, emotion. Even she's different. My text pun tak reply. Habis tuition pukul 4.30, now it's already 5.30 la. Hmm. I have a strong instinct that you seem cold these days because of IT, nothing else. As I said to you yesterday dear, if you have chosen to be with * then go ahead. Knowing you for a short while has brought me thousands of laughters and tears of happiness. Kesian awak, berapa bulan suffer, sedih3. So I don't think it's wrong for you to be with * and be happy with * now. Saya tak boleh selfish. I have had enough wonderful memories not to be forgotten with you. If you lose me now, you will still have the second chance. But you have lost *, so I don't think you would want to lose * for the second time, your very own opportunity to be happy. I am not willing to let go off you, but I can't be selfish either. It's so unfair for you, you have your own life, your own needs. Yesterday was a history. * has to be given the priority now, not me. Sedihnya still tak reply my text. Hmm, takpe lah, saranghae awak.

Salam.

Isnin, 24 Mei 2010

BAHAHA

Assalamualaikum,

Just dropped by to say that I am online-ing just to reply dot dot dot. HAHA. Till then! Bye! Salam

Ahad, 23 Mei 2010

Grr~

Assalamualaikum,

Just came back from Farah's house, studying Physics with Ain and her. Study macam taik cuz I'm having flu. Argh. Hingus non stop keluar, macam air wohoo! Rimas3. This morning I had a little quarrel with adik, huhu, sedih3. But it was not long, 10 minutes je. Haha comel je gaduh sikijap. Biasa la tu, sisters fight. Hmm, what else, nothing much happened today, except that I feel like putting a tampon into my nose. Okay, bye. Salam.

Sabtu, 22 Mei 2010

AWW :))))

Assalamualaikum,

AAAAAAWWWWWW :)))))) Comel je bie, mcm baby. HAHA. For everyone's information, dia la yang bagi medal kat saya. HAHA. Ada ular gitu gitu lilit di kepala, kalau Farah tengok ni, HAHA.
Grr comel la dia. HAHAHA. I love you awak!

Salam.

Bla3

Assalamualaikum,

Tidakkkk, why am I online-ing 24/7?
Urgh, padahal tengah mid year. HAHA.
I can't la, asyik nak online je, boring -.-
But yeah, tengok lah macam mana nnt, nak study ke tak -.-
Till then stalkers. Haha

Salam.